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What to do?

Sunday, July 11th, 2010

Well…my blog has died.  Can’t find the inspiration.  Can’t find the time.  Can’t find the…the…um…the…

Damn.  I think about you every day.  You.  The reader.  The person who does me a favor and checks me out.  Even if your RSS feed hasn’t dropped my blog name in a while.

As a matter of fact.  That bowel movement you were going to take this morning.  I know it came with a little force because you had to crap yourself after seeing that Makkaio actually updated his blog.

But…then…you just sat there.  You stewed in it because you realized it was just another post about Makkaio not posting.

I will redesign.  I will come up with a fresh take on this whole blogging world.  I will…um…um…um….

Well…what would you kinda sorta supposedly kinda maybe possibly really want to see…or…read?

New Home Page…

Saturday, January 2nd, 2010

I decided to change up my site a bit and created a “hub” for my home page.  Since I’ve been branching out into some freelance web programming and solutions, as well as landing a writing gig with Bright Hub, I decided I needed a little different direction with makkaio.com.

So…The Fickle Corebear is going to truly be my gaming-only blog.  I’m going to create another blog where I will write about everything else.  As soon as that is set up I will post it on my hub page and here.  That way readers can follow whichever they want, as I know some people could care less about one topic or the other or both.

So there you have it.  My RSS for the gaming blog should not have been harmed during this process.  If you have me on RSS and it seems broken, please let me know.

Chat with you later!

Writing About MMOs…

Monday, November 30th, 2009

Landed a paid freelance writing gig.  Subject matter is on MMOs.  More information to follow.

Don’t Worry…

Saturday, April 19th, 2008

I’m just deconstructing and reconstructing my template.  Wanted a new look.

Chat at yah later.

R.I.P.+26 Gary Gygax…

Tuesday, March 4th, 2008

Gary GygaxIt’s not often I dork out on my blog.  Well, at least I personally don’t think I dork out too much.  But today, an icon in gaming died.  Gary Gygax, a man who sparked the imagination of gamers, industry leaders and aspiring developers like myself, passed away in his Lake Geneva home.

Gary created the pen-and-paper game Dungeons & Dragons with co-author Dave Arneson back in 1974.  New editions of the rule sets are still being developed and published today.

Gary and Dave built a game system on the premise that there are no limits to the imagination even when the imagination operates under a detailed set of rules.

One of the best things about Gary’s work is the ever-present notion that rules were meant to be broken.

Dungeons and Dragons was more than just a hack-and-slash game played with odd shaped die.  It was a creative engine.  A way to expand your mind.  A way to learn.  To harness that inner child.  To grow.  Here are several lessons one may have learned while playing Gary’s game:

1.  Racial unity.  In D&D there were humans, elves, dwarves, halflings and numerous other character types for players to be.  While each race had its differences with the others, a group always came together to complete a common goal.

2.  Sense of self.  Your character had specific strengths and weaknesses.  Alone, a character didn’t mean much.  With a group of different characters, you filled a niche and had purpose.

3.  Problem solving.  Many adventures in Dungeons and Dragons were rarely impossible to complete.  There was always a solution.  You just had to keep searching for it.

4.   Societies have structure, even the most chaotic.

5.  Societies have flaws, even the most lawful.

6.  The art and tradition of story-telling.  Dungeons and Dragons was one way to keep story-telling traditions alive in our century.  Our entire culture is based on story-telling.  Think about it.  Television, music, books, the nightly news.  Almost every waking moment of our lives is bound in story-telling.  The only things that have changed about human story-telling in the past million years are the mediums through which those stories are told.

7.  Interaction.  But these were interactive stories.  The choices each player made for their character impacted and changed the story.  There was a way to participate and not just have your entertainment spoon fed to you.

8.  There is nothing a good old +26 weapon and natural roll of 20 can’t solve.

The best thing Gary did was bring millions of gamers together under a cutting edge and engaging system.  I know without his game, I probably wouldn’t have some of the friends I do today.  I probably wouldn’t be playing new generations of games.  I wouldn’t be creating games either.  Many of us wouldn’t.

Here’s to the imagination!  Jot at you later.

Two weeks later…

Wednesday, January 30th, 2008

…after starting the weight training.  My weight fluctuates between 250 lbs. and 253 lbs.  I have yet to dip under 250 lbs.  It’s like an invisible line that I can’t cross.  BUT…I have lost an inch in my waist and had to pull the belt a notch tighter today.  So there are some  positive results.

Pondering – I’m thinking of doing more of a day-in-the-life kind of posting that a lot of other people do.  The problem is, a lot of it comes down to not being able to talk about a lot of stuff I do during the day.  Most of what I do is in confidence.  Yes, some of it in confidence of the mayor and staff.  A majority of it is in confidence of constituents, though.  I can’t just go posting about private matters that people call or stop in to talk about.  Some of you reading this have even come to me a time or two.  And somehow I just don’t think the behind-the-scenes details of the mayor’s State of the City Address will wow anyone.  I could be wrong.

Obsessing -  Some people say I obsess over losing weight.  To them I have said, and continue to say…”You’re right.”  I have to.  After you’ve put your health on the back burner for…oh…say…more than a decade…you need to reprogram the old noggin’.  It’s too easy to slip back into the old ways.  The best part is, everyone has been supportive and a lot of people even talk about what they are doing to lose weight or get in shape.  That’s the fun part for me.  I use my blog as more of a motivator for myself.  I mean, you keep putting it out there that you’re working at it and you need to deliver.   To everyone working at it, keep it up!

Late night poem…

Monday, August 6th, 2007

Untitled, Sort Of

It’s about eleven
thirty. I’m trying to login
to my MySpace page.
It takes forever for the
screen to load.  Too bad
it’s not what I wanted.
I get this error repeatedly:
Server is too busy.

***

One thing I miss in my hectic life is writing poetry.  As a matter of fact, it’s been since college, almost 13 years ago, since I’ve taken the time to partake in that form of creative writing.  I used to write all the time.  However, I’ve been inspired lately by Salamone.  I’m not saying that anything worthwhile will come out of it, but I’ve found that I’m jotting some things down when the urge strikes.

The above poem was written in about five minutes.  Not hard to tell.  But that is what I love about poetry.  For ADHD people like me, a quick poem here or there is great.  It feels like an accomplishment.   It’s finality in a sense since we can’t endure the amount of time it would take to write a short story…let alone a novel.

I’ve actually been thinking about trying some spoken word and creating a MySpace Music page for it.  With a little encouragement, I just might…

Are bloggers nerds?

Saturday, July 7th, 2007

The past couple of days on TV, I’ve seen a few references to bloggers. In all the instances, bloggers were portrayed as nerds. The latest put down was on Dave Attell’s Insomniac Tour where Dave spoofs that he’s hired his own personal blogger to recount the tour as it happens on his blog. The blogger walks into the frame and he is a gizmoed-out, white afro sportin’, coke-bottled glasses wearing geek. I know a *lot* of people who write blogs and they hardly fit this recent stereotype.

I’m not really upset that a guy who makes his living walking various U.S. cities making fun of people while he gets completely hammered is picking on bloggers. I just don’t agree with the stereotype. It would be like saying that all comedians are bald-headed, middle-aged, wardrobe impaired drunks who really aren’t all that funny anyway. Touche!

Musings and Wavelengths…

Tuesday, March 6th, 2007

Julia wrote some great freestyle prose tonight.  Let me start off by saying that one of the things I love of about my wife is that she is a great writer.  One of the first things I learned about her is that she loved to keep a journal and it was soon after that I learned she was interested in blogging.  She actually introduced me to the medium.  I, however, have used my blog for things far less creative.  We both share the need for putting ink to paper or typing thoughts into a word processor.

Her latest blog entry called Twitterings was inspired by the jazz that was playing in the background.  It took me back to when I was a young writer and was inspired by the music I listened to and found a voice in whatever new album I had at the time.  I keep asking myself where that creative bastard has gone.  Since my job is 75% writing, I’m definitely getting my fix, even when others may not see that.

However, I’ve been thinking a lot about writing lately.  Even been putting some of those thoughts down on paper or typing them up here and there.  When I get my new studio software, I’m thinking of recording some stuff.

But I’m proud of Julia for doing a quick freestyle exercise and writing some prose the way she did.  She usually doesn’t put a lot out there to be judged.  I like the flow of the twitterings and her concrete writing continues to improve.  I hope she does more of it.